Dying is your lastest fashion

I totally forgot to take my dinner till I actually felt pain somewhere in my stomach and my last meal was like, 15 hours ago? How did I even managed to survive? I'm munching on raisins bread, drinking my meiji cocoa milk, trying to finish up my gossip girls series. Yeah, I'm lagging behind everyone and oh, I wouldnt wanna say which season I'm actually watching! hahahahah Great it just started to rain, what a good night it is! Guess I'm not sleeping early since there's no work later on :)

Talking about work, oh well.. Ive been transferred to Isetan parkway! Call me lucky or what, nearer to my place, cheaper food which can help me save money and prolly more shopping since parkway is my fav and not forgetting cotton on have just renovated and it's bigger than before! Today, benny told me that I was allowed to get any two jeans from the shop as uniform and AHHAHAHAHA I took the two jeans that I've been eyeing for, okay maybe weeks? How great can he get!! And the price is never small, 130+ for a pair of jeans from benetton? Maybe a lil over but who cares, I'm not paying. heheheh. Alright, I'm going back to my show, till then :)

Finally taka atrium sales has ended and this means I'm freeee for the next two weeks or so. I wont working at marina anymore so this means, my last day will be on this coming saturday! I've been transferred to the new outlet at Isetan parkway. Part of me hates the idea of it, too lazy to actually explained. Four and a half months I spend my life at Marina Bennetton and now I have to goooooo. What a dread :( 

Ive yet to catch any movies that is on my list cos I'm so fucking broke. If you realised this always happens at the end of the month and I have to scrimp so madly in order to survive for the next few days. sian sian sian

1. HALLOWEEN TWO.


2. MY SISTER'S KEEPER.

3. PARANORMAL ACTIVITY


4. PANDORIUM.

5. JENNIFER'S BODY


6. 2012

My heart feels so heavy. I miss joy. & She just left home for sly house cos they're going to genting. She'll be away for three long days and I am feeling so sian about it. I am having countless of problems but thank God I will be busy for two whole weeks from tuesday onwards. I'll be working at Taka Atrium Sales!! Kinda exciteedddd about it but kinda dread it too cos I will be standing for long hours together with 14 wagens, 4 racks and countless of cheap clothes. I bet I will be so pissed with all the shoppers lol In addition they will be only the five of us, how to handle?!?! :<

Yesterdy I had overnight mahjong at bryan's place after work! I lost money, very good which resulted me in taking bus from hougang, only reaching home at 9 in the morning!! :< I should master more mahjong skills and learn how arrange my bloody tiles in a faster way.

Guess I will be turning in early tonight, feeling so bloody irritated with everything. Fml.

 Shouldnt have drank so much.

I did the smartest thing on Earth and that it is to wear my new pair of heels to clubbing.
Which caused three blisters on my feet. Wise choice baby.
 

I'm at work right now and I am feeling so lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I can't bloody stop thinking about the heels that I saw at pazzion yesterday @ town. Then again, eighty bucks for that pair of heels, maybe a little too expensive :< Mum maybe be getting it for me and I cant wait!!  Left only one pair at Wisma, unless bugis outlet still has it. :D

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I called Wisma Pazzion to reserve that pair of heels!! Gna get it with mel tomorrow, I cant wait! :D Hopefully babe will like it :)

Wlao I am damn fucking sian because for one week, from tuesday, I will have to work at Isetan lido for some Atrium sales thing. I will be totally drained out because I have to stand all the way, staring at all the pile of clothes which will obviously be messed up by typical singaporeans. Plus, I know nuts about working in a department store! Okay maybe I learnt a little when I had to work at taka kids for about five hours. Wish me luck baby. Please come and visit me, I will love whoever you are for the rest of my life!! :D 

On a lighter note, I'm getting better. Life's getting better. I am practically meeting K every single day since a week ago! Either his area, or simpang, 85, my poolside. All my favourite slacking spots!! :D I'm happy.. I think. Just that sometimes you cant help but to think negatively, neverthless, K always always always assures me. I'm still trying to pick myself up. For th last time, I'll trust. It's never easy, isnt it? 

9243.) I saw you that day, it's been awhile since the last time.
You looked nice. I guess all I can really say is that I miss you, and I hope we can be friends, if nothing more. Just please, if we do become friends, don’t lead me on again; I couldn’t handle your rejection for a second time.
/Now if only I could just tell you this…

9133.) i deleted you, so i can stop degrading and making a fool of myself by texting or calling you. you brought my hopes high and then you just completely dropped me

9053.) I hate that I still think about you. And I hate that all of my sadness and anger is linked to you. I want to just scream at you, but I know you would just pout or smile and everything would be better. Please just make it better.

9014.) i've never trusted and fallen for someone so fast in my life.

8990.) I'm still extremely hurt from what you did. I don't act like it, but I don't think I can ever fully forgive you. Forgetting is out of the question.

8989.) I'm just tired.

She's so gonna kill me when she sees this picture because I promised her that I wouldnt upload those pictures anywhere in the web hahahaha. At least I blurred it! We looked so horrendous at home!! :< Today I forced her outta the house to accompany me down to parkway, to satisfy my cravings for wanton mee & koi's bbt! I'm so gladddddddddd :) Roamed around parkway, it's getting more boring and then settled down for a while at macs before heading back home.
I swear this time, wearing specs makes me feel a thousand times worst, although I dont have headaches like I used to before. Now I'm having a slight blocked nose. J actually thought I was crying hahaha. I feel so sick and this sucks. Thank god my sore eye is getting better because Ive been spamming eye mo into my eye, refusing to see the doctor. I believe it's a total waste of money + time + fuel.

I can't wait for friday, I cant make up my mind whether I should go st james this weekend. I will be so broke after friday, I think. I need to keep myself busy still!! Not working on weekdays isnt helping me in any way. ohwelllll, this is the time where by I do some self reflecting haha!

 

Imysm.